Ughhhhhh

I think I'm nearing the end of my rope. This figurative pile of work in front of me is so large, I can't even begin to see the shining beacon of light on the other side which goes by the name of Christmas Break. I know that I only have myself to blame, as I am a chronic procrastinator with no hope of changing. I just have a hard time bringing myself to bother doing the work. There has yet to be a project put in front of me this year that I was incapable of doing. In fact, I think if I put my best efforts in on every assignment I could have done very well in this course. But I have this everlasting tendency to do very well in classes that I like, and then barely scrape by in everything else. I just don't have a strong enough motivation in school, I'd rather be working and making money. Since I'm in school and have already paid out of my own pocket, I'm going to to stick it out and do my best to break these habits. I've considered attempting to transfer into sports journalism; I think I'd do a better job if I cared about the course a little more.

I hope everything has a great break and enjoys whichever holiday they choose to celebrate. For those of you who will choose not to return to this course next semester for whatever reason, I wish you luck in whichever path you may choose.
Keep on keeping on.